I want him to stop talking to me, he knows how i feel about him so why taunt me when he knows how much i'm dealing with already, how close i am to falling over the edge.
I realise that leading people into relationships with me is selfish just because i enjoy the idea of them, i'm a complicated, unstable person and unless you're a psychiatrist theres no way you can handle me. I can't have anyone but my parents responsible for me.
Which hurts me inside, because loving someone regardless of their flaws is where i'm brilliant for i have no right to judge. I am condemned to be lonely forever.
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